Escape Reality

I've been living in a virtual world for almost 4 months now
Avoiding new friends and living in my own dreams
How long can this last?
SPM is coming and I am stll here
In my virtual world,
Can I escape reality?
CHKL was hell when i was there
But when i changed schoool that hell became dreams for me
Studying in an odd school
Malays all around you
On the edge of giving up
Hope that all will be better soon

Sungha Jung

Some people refer him as the "guitar prodigy"
Some call him the next Mozart
I call him my Idol
A talented guitarist that happens to play guitar since a very young age
Just 10... Guitar is not an easy-to-handle instrument
You need to have long fingers and press quite hard on those metal strings
5 years of practising
He is now one of the 100 main attractions for Korea
Only at 13 years old he is now currently
Giving out perfomance in various countries,
I believe he will sure be one of the top fingerstyle guitarist
In the world.
Till Then
Sucess = 99% Perspiration + 1% Inspiration - Sungha Jung

Mr. Emo

Gone were those days when the naive me
Fooled around the school,
Now I'm gonna change entirely to Mr.Emo
Those days that we fooled with teachers,
Flirting with girls and other stuff
Is now only a memory for me,
Thanks to my friends for supporting me,
I've totally changed my personality,
And you guys were right SMK is really hell,
As a racist since the day i was born,
I really can't stand the language BM,
Really frustating language,
I'm living on a Motto
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES
And I've met a strict sejarah teacher,
Who actually just bullshits the whole lesson,
Can you believe one chapter of that damn subject,
Taught in mere 1.5 hours,
And those history of Malaysia bores people to death,
It's actually a slab of shit praising how did Malays fight for themselves,
Where is 1Malaysia?
BULLSHIT << Found it?
All sucessful students migrating to other contries,
And this Motto came... It's quite obvious that it is a failure
Thinking of sweet memories often make me smile for no reason in SMK
Those days when i had almost 1k friends in school,
And now Mr.Emo has no friends in school,
Actually it's not really too bad,
Teachers and students think I'm some crazy kid
Nevermind I don't care how others think about me,
Leona Lewis's Better In Time is proved right,
When time passes by you will definitely feel better,
But as Mr.Emo Ive nothing much to say,
Now only music is my true friend,
My guitar which is covered in dirt finally enjoys some fresh air,
Classical music which I enjoy
Is said that it's rubbish and just old-fashioned.
They do not understand the language of music,
Modern music was founded based on classical music ,
And those who really understands Rock music,
Should know the era that this kind of music ,
Was once considered as Satan's music
Youtube the phrase "backmasking music"
The most famous songs are "Hotel California" by The Eagles
and "Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zepplin ,
One of my close friend was once a devout satanist,
He saw with his own eyes Moloch,
Or better known as the father of child sacrifice.
Since then, he quitted in a hard way.
Nite pals
I had nightmares
I had dreams
Because of my dreams,
My nightmare dissapeared-Rey Mysterio

My Life, Literally A Failure

After leaving CHKL ,

Life changed for me ,

The talkkative me became a stone at the corner of my classroom ,

Going to school was a burden for me ,

Without anymore friends and a weird  character of mine ,

How can I easilly find friends ,

With no interest in sports and the entertaiment news ,

It's hard to find any friends in SMK ,

The pressure of re-studying form 4 things is also quite big ,

I've even thought of giving up studying ,

For about 15 years of studying ,

Should i give up at the last year ?

Life is already meaningless for me ,

Sleeping at 3~4am and sleep in the classroom ,

Teachers talking crap in class and don't let you study yourself,

What's the meaning of education?

I litterally a failure in human mankind ,

Should I reagain counsiousness and stand up again ?

Can I endure the pain I've pass through few years ago ?

Mixing with Mat Rempits and Drug addicts can be fun ,

Will my future be bright ?

I find it meanigless to live on ,

Therefore I've started giving all things

Friends, are vital for me i can't live without them ,

Now, the only friend i got is music ,

Music theraphy is believed to heal someone's soul ,

But it dosen't seem effective for me ,

Farewell my friends ,

I should be leaving for a better world soon