After leaving CHKL ,
Life changed for me ,
The talkkative me became a stone at the corner of my classroom ,
Going to school was a burden for me ,
Without anymore friends and a weird character of mine ,
How can I easilly find friends ,
With no interest in sports and the entertaiment news ,
It's hard to find any friends in SMK ,
The pressure of re-studying form 4 things is also quite big ,
I've even thought of giving up studying ,
For about 15 years of studying ,
Should i give up at the last year ?
Life is already meaningless for me ,
Sleeping at 3~4am and sleep in the classroom ,
Teachers talking crap in class and don't let you study yourself,
What's the meaning of education?
I litterally a failure in human mankind ,
Should I reagain counsiousness and stand up again ?
Can I endure the pain I've pass through few years ago ?
Mixing with Mat Rempits and Drug addicts can be fun ,
Will my future be bright ?
I find it meanigless to live on ,
Therefore I've started giving all things
Friends, are vital for me i can't live without them ,
Now, the only friend i got is music ,
Music theraphy is believed to heal someone's soul ,
But it dosen't seem effective for me ,
Farewell my friends ,
I should be leaving for a better world soon
